Philip White's Life Blog

  I'm not sure what the future post-arrests will hold for me.  What if "going into economics" is the same thing as "going into oil futures"?  What if:  I were immediately pegged as some bipolar loose cannon, and basically rejected and shown that I'm not welcome to be back in school studying economics? Maybe I should go to work for a non-profit that helps Africa, or, I could to work for an AI firm, such as OpenAI.  I could work on making the results more reliable. Anyway, I'm going to start playing chess again.  I have been mentalizing very well regarding "when the end date comes," so maybe now it is time to broaden my horizons and play chess and be analytical about the mistakes I make.  Maybe I can find some good patterns.

  I'm not sure if this is true, because I wasn't looking that hard, but check this out and see if it makes sense...one of the officers in the car that (maybe) gaslighted me at 6:26 p.m. one day looked like a man named Alex Heavner who went to UMW and majored in Computer Science.  I think he was 1-3 years ahead of me in school, and I was in the Class of 2008. See if that helps anything.  I might be wrong.

  I know I can't be sure that it's July 13, but it does make sense as an end date...and it explains why the police are not helping, because they view me as some sort of major BLM member.  I like and approve of BLM, but I'm not the most serious person about that movement. Also, in regards to my mental health, I am going to try to imagine debates with Dr. Bober to help my brain.  When I see a cryptologic or steganographic code, I need to be able to make sure it passes the "even though it doesn't mean that" test. Anyway, here's my argument.  Let's just say that I am black.  I get the same protection as everyone else, the same as all of the victims.  Using my "debating style," which I might caricature as being based on "mean comparisons," in many cases:  Why don't I get the same protection as Keith Alexander??  Before someone says, "but some of the less talented black people and some of the more talented black people didn't...

  https://abcnews.com/US/7-virginia-deputies-charged-murder-death-inmate/story?id=97875603 I think Alisa Gregory will be arrested on July 13, along with the others. She literally came into day room 210 when I was incarcerated there.  She knows what was going on, the deal with the bathrooms, etc. July 13 makes sense as a date.  I don't necessarily say that I like it, but I believe it.  If not, July 30 will probably be it.  It makes sense from the JZ code...4 months, 5 days later.  Differential equations.  Maybe my Navier-Stokes equations proof was correct, IDK.

  13 years.  MZZ.

  I think it's July 13, 2026.  Thank you! I saw a woman who signaled 7-13- first.  Then, I saw a different woman who signaled, "GM -OC".  She seemed to be disputing the first woman, saying that she was OC. On the way out, I saw a guy who looked a little bit like John Steg, but not too much like him.  That made me realize, he's saying, (at DC time) that the people are EXTREMELY MOTIVATED to gaslight me.  I think it's supposed to be a "costly subtle signal" about how important it is to them to get me arrested and out of the way. I think the comment is, and I think I'm taking the bait here, I think that some of these guys do not understand at all how probable cause works.  My evil father does, but most of these people don't.  The key is, probable cause is. generally very low bar to meet for law enforcement.  If the thing you're doing is not "very obvious and destructive/evil," that doesn't mean you can't be put under surveillan...

July 14, 2026 I think it’s a warning message to police officers nationally…watch the Garbage video and see which is worse…Houston police or Henrico police, or the milder picture that Garbage paints.

  If they had been trying to send me the date, and they were doing it out of a sense of honor, they would have left their flasher-lights on for more than a split second.  Since I'm in distress, they would have wanted me to definitely see it.  So the fact that they were acting like they don't care if I see it means that they don't care about me or my outcome, which suggests at least mild hostility.  So I think that that is evidence that the police codes cannot be trusted.  I saw other police officers come by, and they don't signal with their flashers at all.  The clearest signal I got was 1:45 p.m.  That's Nash Equilibrium, and it doesn't appear to be a date.  There IS evidence that arrests are coming, because a lot of people are doing bizarre code gestures in broad daylight, apparently thinking that they understand law enforcement psychologically, and how to fool law enforcement officers.  Remember, the FBI and the police are not the same thi...

  One possibility is, that my math proof regarding the Hodge Conjecture was correct.  Maybe it's August 3.  I can't be sure if my Hodge Conjecture proof was right.  Dr. Helmstutler claimed it was wrong, but didn't say why.  I am suspicious.  It might have been correct, I thought I looked up and used all the definitions correctly.  I don't know the applications of the Hodge Conjecture to real life. It could be that the meaning of Dr. Glasser's code is that the "mad designer," i.e., me, the mentally ill proof designer, is feeling very frustrated and upset, and will continue to feel that way up through July 30, because July 30 is not the date.  Maybe the idea is, given the clues, things will improve shortly after that.  I suspect Dr. Glasser wants me to keep working on mentalizing this way, because it is good for my brain health. It could be that the Sandra Hesse code was correct.  HOLA.  Maybe it's just supposed to be a clue.  It...

  I have read that Elon Musk has his own private security company, called "Foundation Security."  It appears that FS does not have a website, at least not one that is easily accessible to the public. I would think that if MZ, for example, has his security done by a particular company, that the company would push back against requests for illegal actions, unless MZ owned the company.  In general, I would tend to believe that starting your own security company that you can control and set the rules for is something you might do if you had enough money to spend on that, and, if you were dissatisfied with other, more conventional security firms, that operate with rules and likely psychological exams that the workers have to pass. So that's my current belief.  Anyone who wants to signal me regarding this is welcome to do so at H-E-B today, but no gaslighting, please.

  I typically don't like country music songs.  I like this song though--I hadn't realized it was a country song when I heard it playing at South Florida LifeSkills.  I like the message a lot, the line "I know you've got mountains to climb, but always stay humble and kind" is very potent advice for me personally.  That's a very good message for me...a good metaphor and a good reaction to it, I need to work on having a little more humility...without sacrificing the attempted greatness of the work I do.  My goal for myself is, be humble, kind, and grateful.  I am trying to practice gratitude in my daily life...it is difficult for me to do that sometimes, due to my emotional numbness. Here's the song, it's by Tim McGraw, whom I had mainly heard of via Andy Smaberg before. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb_qGChk0GI&list=RDPdOICKr1zIs&index=11

  If there is a big billionaire getting arrested, he'll probably get arrested on June 7. Unless, of course, the billionaire is expecting that as a possibility, and will assume that "the coast is clear" as soon as June 7 passes without him getting arrested, and allow more evidence of his wrongdoings to come to light. I think the police, in general, is not new to big-money people living here.  Probably, the Henrico police were awed and impressed that a billionaire noticed them.  The Texas police are more serious and stressed out...I see on their X page that they have interactions with murderers who kill people with guns almost every day. So I'm thinking that Dr. Glasser is correct that it's over by July 30.  The billionaires might think I'm kidding, lying, or hallucinating regarding the police turning their flashers on.  I bet it's by 6-29 at the latest.  It might be over by 6-26.  I wonder what the end will look like and/or feel like?  It could be ...

  ...or is it just an eccentric billionaire who is sending his spies around to mess with me? I think it's the latter.  The mob doesn't stand to gain by attacking me.  There is a billionaire who is irrational and hates me.  To the billionaire, the expense is nothing. What is the motive?  Maybe:  It's a STEM billionaire who doesn't want me to. look good for having solved P vs. NP.  It's someone who badly wants to be "#1" at STEM.  So, probably Mark Zuckerberg or Elon Musk. It could also be Rupert Murdoch, who might not like me because of the political things I said in the past.  Maybe he doesn't want a "smart math leader" to emerge based on some of my past political inclinations. So that's my suspect list:  - Musk  - Zuckerberg  - Murdoch Any hints or evidence about this at H-E-B would be cool!

  ...and they are succeeding to some extent.  I am baffled by the elderly woman at the doctor's office.  I am also baffled by at least one of the two elderly women at H-E-B. Here is my guess of a list of possibilities for this:  - an elderly law enforcement woman  - an elderly private security employee  - an affiliate of an organized crime mob in this area  - a churchgoing woman who has received a description of what I look like I'm going to H-E-B today.  I'm especially open to:  comments about how to prove when the end date is, and, attempts to hint at an explanation of what is going on, in terms of who these people are and what the heck they want with me.  It could be that the people are trying to make me look "as sick as before," but I don't think that matters.  That won't impact the court case, I don't think.  I am doing better...if there are some odd similarities to my beliefs/cognition now w.r.t. my beliefs/cognition in t...

  I got a code a while back that said "awe who mo".  MO vs. DATE --> AT MODE...the date that Alan Turing "went into sleep mode," because perhaps he also knew he would come back to life later, based on an educated guess about computers.  So that's June 7.  Could be!  That might be a good day to do it.  It might convince a lot of the defendants to avoid a costly, embarrassing trial, where they would try to argue that they thought I was a bad sort of guy, and cooperate and testify against the other people in the organization that the FBI wants to get more. I also saw a guy who looked like Alan, the RA at CTY summer camp where I knew Josh Zelinsky, acting like he was taking a pill or something.  Maybe that was also a hint that it was June 37. What else is AT MODE?  It's:  ade, mo, t --> SEA.  Maybe a reference to OCEAN?  I'm high on conscientiousness, agreeableness, and neuroticism, low on the others.  Also, I might have brok...

  I said:  "Insufficient Evidence of Trustworthiness" The question is, if the Nancy Pelosi lady who showed up at the doctor's office was not likely to be trustworthy, then how did she know what time my doctor appointment was? It's possible that the FBI didn't even know. I think that there is a mole at Monarch, who is passing information about my medical schedule to the mob.  Either that, or there is a mole at the Houston Methodist group that is at Scurlock Tower.

  Here's this quote from searching for Nancy Pelosi on duckduckgo news: Pelosi said she's "concerned about the next time" there's a shutdown vote later this year, but added, "What happened last week was last week. We're going into the future." She also noted that she still supports Schumer. We're going into the future. We're going into oil futures. Using my WTD code, that's,  thesoil, he lost i, i stole h, lo heist, holiest, hostile. And:  e , hi , lo , st AFIC PIC?  Air Force IC? Maybe she doesn't mean anything by it.  Or, it could be bait to get the woman at the doctor's office to approach me.  That's my guess...the doctor's office lady is another bad guy who is trying to bait me into having some sort of bad reaction to Nancy Pelosi, so that I will offend average  people and somehow become unfortunate.  I think the woman who showed up was a bad guy. At the same time...my comment that it's the JDR in particular that...

 Since Dr. Glasser (I think) mainly treats children for psychological conditions, it might be that her page is intended especially for young children who are wondering when the craziness will end.  It could be that children have been taken into custody and sent to treatment programs based on "crimes" that they never committed, too.  So my guess is, the end date is exactly the date that she says:  July 30, 2026.  If it were sooner than that, or if it were off by a slight amount and July 31, she would be misleading vulnerable people who are not as used to being misled as I am. So I suspect it's July 30.  I don't exactly get the significance of the date, maybe it has something to do with something other than Jason Bourne movies. So if it's July 30, why did the Houston Police lie?  Is this ring of criminals that popular, that they have moles in the Houston Police Department?

 It could be that it's especially children in Henrico, VA.  It's the JDR court in particular that is almost universally bad.  The two people I reported to the FBI were Fred Kaufman, the public defender, and Stacy Lee, the judge. The question is, why is it JDR that's so messed up?  Could be that some pedophiles are looking to start a human trafficking ring in the state of Virginia.  Unfortunately, it sounds like my parents might have been involved in this, especially my father. As a death penalty opponent, and also as someone who doesn't wowing to get duped into being excessively pitted against my own family members, I hope that my parents will not get executed.  They should get plenty of jail time, but I hope that the people who gave me the gift of life and a good education will not get wiped off the map.  I guess we'll see. What is a good day to arrest a ring of child predators who have apparently taken over a court to get access to vulnerable young p...

  That's my last thought for now...it might be that if people try to talk to me, the Henrico Police do something nasty to inmates in Virginia jails.

  What if the reason why people are "gagged" around me is that Monarch is watching me and everything I do in public (they might read my blog too, I gave Dr. Fowler the URL) and the key is, they can't communicate anything to me in a way that Monarch would find out about.  Maybe Monarch reports all non-bizarre efforts to communicate with me to some group of people that is linked to the mob.  Maybe when the young woman at H-E-B did the smile and kissy face at me, Monarch saw it, or learned about it from my blog post, and tried to tell bad guys about it.  If it helps, I don't know what she looks like...I think she had dark hair.  I wouldn't be able to pick her out of a suspect lineup, probably, unless she were to smile again. Monarch people talk to me all the time, i.e., the staff at Monarch are very open to talking to me.  It could be that some Monarch workers have some sort of connection to organized crime.  That might not be true though.  I don't r...

  Maybe the claim is that the date is politically correct, and that in general, the FBI does a lot of arrests and activities, and they don't usually wind up subjecting themselves to political criticism, i.e., not many people will be upset by the end date not having been revealed in advance.  In general, the FBI does not generate too much controversy.  You could say, "an investigation being done by federal law enforcement is such that the extent to which the investigation is federal is correlated with low controversy."  If the investigation is being done by state/local police, it might be more controversial.  I do know that BLM is not happy with some of the work by the DOJ regarding certain cases where the federal government chose not to pursue charges against people accused of murdering black people.  Maybe the claim is, there is no federal investigation, but the news media will run a story on it soon.  Maybe it is supposed to be done by the state/loca...

  I wonder, if the older woman at Scurlock Tower was an FBI agent, how did she know that I would be there for an appointment right then?  Either Houston Methodist at Scurlock Tower or Houston Methodist at The Monarch Community must be either under surveillance, or talking too much with unauthorized people about my medical information.  It could be that Monarch told my parents, since they always do that, and my parents are surveilled by the FBI--which seems very likely.  That is probably the most likely thing. What if Monarch is surveilled, too?  It could be simply for not taking my concerns about abuse seriously, they have a mandatory reporting rule in Texas, and I suspect that Monarch has violated that and not reported my concerns about abuse to anyone. Also, I am probably going to contemplate those H-E-B codes a little bit more.  I do recall, I said before that H-E-B trip that I didn't need any more information about the date, because it was  surely ...

  A mild frustration:  Apparently, I myself canceled my doctor appointment for today at Houston Methodist with my general practitioner for my annual appointment.  The annoying thing is, I messaged HM on MyChart, the internet software program that they use, and asked about fasting for bloodwork yesterday...and the person answered as though the appointment was still scheduled for today.  Only when I showed up for the appointment was I notified that the appointment had been canceled and I wasn't able to see the doctor today. Oh well.  I saw an older woman who looked a little bit like Nancy Pelosi at the doctor's office, on the way to the elevator.  She did a tongue in cheek gesture at me.  I look OK for my age, but I don't think I'm all that handsome...I'm not getting gestures like that as flirtation or compliments on my looks, I don't think.  If she was intending to signal me, though, I don't understand how she got in there.  I mean, it's possi...

  There are some similarities to the claim against me and Fall Out Boy's music video, "The Phoenix."  Also, if it's over on April 27, that means the police and many of the grocery store shoppers were not lying.  It is possible that strangers lied to me, though.  I can't tell who most of the signalers are, so it's wiser to stick to Dr. Glasser, the Houston Police, and Dr. Zelinsky. I got an email form Dr. Michael Sipser a long time ago that said "16", i.e., 16 years of research.  Like Dr. Zelinsky, Dr. Sipser is a very prominent Jewish mathematician in the USA.  Scott Aaronson is also, but I haven't emailed him in a long time, and I am suspicious that Dr. Aaronson might have tried to sabotage me by claiming that my GLL proof was "already known."  Maybe he was trying to imply that he believed I stole it from the DOD.  That's actually impossible, because I published the first idea about that proof in February 2009, after Dahlgren, whic...

  AI is really big these days, that's for sure.  I wrote in another post about how AI could be seen as "using a natural-language-like programming language," with queries, commands, and axioms. There are more insights about how to use AI too.  If you want to be strategic and powerful--whether you are being sure to be safe and ethical or not--you might try to do something I would never do, which is, to try to use AI to manipulate the world.  For example, you might issue an AI command like this:  "Try to manipulate France into allowing my side business selling doughnuts to become a big hit in France."  If the AI, perhaps after computing for 2-3 months, fails at this task, you could have a "back up plan," where you either try something else that might be hard, or, you could do something more punitive and sure-fire, as a sort of "tantrum" or "retaliation" for your first-choice plan not working.  That way, if you have the ability to ...

  It could be that the effort to smear me has taken the form of people following me around and doing nasty things to me to make people think, "Well, if by his own admission he's being stalked by a large, resourceful organization, then he must have done something very wrong!" That isn't true.  I haven't done anything wrong.  I am not a criminal and I have not made any threats to the President or anyone else.  The only crime I'm accused of is based on fabricated evidence. Whoever is sending the bad guys spies around, it is someone who has a sense of personal exceptionalism, and low other efficacy.  It is someone who thinks that most Americans are very stupid, and will jump to incorrect conclusions based on their manipulations.  It is a person who enjoys "Wiley Coyote like" battles of wit.  I don't know who it is though.  It would appear to be, either a foreign leader or an American with a lot of money.  In theory it could be my parents...my fat...

  This is the top problem that the signalers at the grocery store are facing.  Maybe they are good guys.  The thing is, though, if they were good guys, you would think that as professionals, they would have a way to signal me that would make it clear that they are good guys and trustworthy and not lying. I don't know exactly what way that would be.  One possibility would be:  Don't even try to signal in the grocery store.  Another way could be, get someone that I know to show up at the grocery store to signal me.  Having strangers send the code is a bad idea. I don't think Sandra Hesse or the guy who looked like John Steg at Publix were actually trustworthy. Here is a list of people that I think might have sent me trustworthy codes about the end date:  - Houston police  - Dr. Glasser (if the apparent date disclosure was intentional)  - Josh Zelinksy I think the "date to watch" is, June 29.  From Dr. Zelinsky's chosen date to post, M...

  What's clear is, if I'm "surrounded" by a lot of people who are trying to mess with me and gaslight me, then, these people are not just militant volunteers.  They are being paid by someone to do this.  They might work for a private detective agency, or a private security firm, or, a foreign government.  Thus, it would appear that I am being opposed and attemptedly "hunted" by a USA billionaire, or, a foreign country with lots of spies roaming around in the USA. It could be that more of the people are telling the truth than I think.  The things to look for are:  -friendliness, -subject and intent to discuss the end date as the subject, -identity of signaler. I will continue contemplating this as time goes on, I think it's good for my brain.  I will catch a lot of "false positives" and see how many "true positives" there are.

  Let's say that the kissy face woman who signaled that the date is by 06-11-2026 was lying.  Then that's gaslighting.  The question is, why would anyone do that?  I don't think, if she was bad, that she was just an ordinary citizen taking it upon herself to show up near me at a particular time to mess with me.  She would have been working for someone. I think what's clear is, the person she's working for is fairly severely mentally ill (I'm assuming she's bad for now).  Th person wants to punish me, and make an example of me...but I'm not sure why. Maybe she works for Elon Musk, and Musk thinks I need to be made an example of for having criticized him in the past.  Maybe she works for Donald Trump, because I had criticized Trump in the past. There are not many people I have hurt in this country based on anything I've ever done.  My parents dislike me, but I think it's part of a deal with someone.  That leads to an interesting possibility: ...

  I have an external source that says it's June 28.  That means, one Houston police car was lying, but the other one was telling the truth.  One car said by June 26, the other said, on a later date, by June 29.

  I think it's over by July 1. The "Sandra Hesse" code was from another Steg impersonator, I believe.  It was from someone who had a tracking cookie on my computer and knew that I had looked up Hessian matrices on Wikipedia at some point during my psychosis.  I think if the person had been trying to convey a date, they would have made it easier for me to figure out. It could be that Dr. Glasser is saying it.  But I am not sure about that. I think the Houston Police were clearly signaling me a date, before July 1.  It might be that if the police had been gaslighting me that here, unlike in VA, they would have gotten fired, so that might be a deterrent. I believe they said by June 26.  Maybe it's true. In the spirit of improving my brain health, here is what I think I know about the end date and possible communications of it to me:  - If someone were telling me, they would make it clear what they were saying and that they were saying it.  - There ar...

  I'm sure I've said before that I think it's important for there to be a place, on the internet, where people can talk about their proof ideas for big important open problems.  The thing is, that is true, but there are other big things that are missing in the STEM ecosystem, too. In particular, I think the world would be a better place if there were a venue, perhaps an internet venue, where people can talk about their ideas for big, important STEM projects.  When I lived in Maryland, there was a place called "Baltimore Tech" where people could discuss their ideas for technology starts and try to get people interested in them.  I think that is a great organization to have, and it's a step in the right direction...although it's not enough. There need to be places where people can discuss big ideas for helping other people, in terms of non-profits and charities.  I used to go to meetings for Students Helping Honduras in college, and that was cool...but there...

  The reason I thought it was John Steg at Publix was, I had seen Ted LaFemina, I'm pretty sure it was really him, at the Walmart with a name tag that said "Barry."  So that made me think that grocery stores do things like that.  I think they do...but only when they're doing something related to organized crime.  It looks like Kroger, Walmart, and Publix were all involved in this somehow.  I don't see the big picture...but at least I think I have the end date!  I will keep that to myself for now.  There is more than one possibility, actually.  I don't think it was wise to follow Dr. Steg around.

  I realized that the John Steg guy at Publix was not actually John Steg, most likely.  I believe I know when the end date is, but I am not going to share that information.  Publix, like Kroger, was very nasty to me. I am concerned...does Dr. Glasser intend to gaslight me?  I would tend to believe, no, she wouldn't do that.  Maybe the "statement" of the message is, "this doesn't mean what you think it means, Philip, other mentally ill people, and people who think I'm disclosing a date."  Maybe it's intended as an exercise.  Or, maybe Dr. Glasser is unaware of my situation.  I haven't emailed her. I am going to keep quiet about this for now at least.  The outside people haven't been all that helpful to. me, so I'm not going to be too generous back.  I will keep publishing math, etc., though.

  I am feeling much better about something.  I think I figured something out.  I am not going to talk about it though...I agreed to publish my STEM research ideas, but since the outdoors people haven't given me that much good information, I am deciding to keep something that is important to me to myself.  I'll try to stick with that as days go by, not that it matters that much.

  I don't feel like reading fiction.  What can I do when I'm not walking for several hours each day?  Between the hours of 3 and 5 or 6 p.m.  I eat at 5 or 6 p.m. Maybe I should brainstorm some more ideas for things to write about.

  That means UMW wants a debate cage match, unless it's just someone else spoofing them.  Whatever, I can accept listening to the criticisms and rebut them.  The truth is the truth, and it's easy to defend my side of the case when the facts are this clear. I have nothing to be ashamed of.  The fact that a few young women do not want to talk to the any more does not establish any kind of "moral failing" or "social inadequacy" on my part.  What, every woman is supposed to want to keep in touch with me?  Every single person is supposed to like me?  That's not what I said.  I said IF I WASN'T SYSTEMATICALLY SUBJECTED TO DISCRIMINATION-BASED SMEARING AND CHARACTER ASSASSINATION AT UMW, I would surely have at least a few friends.  I am a good, conscientious, personable and agreeable person.  Why wouldn't a few people want to talk to me?  The statistics of the situation do not work out in UMW's favor. Sure, a few people might dislike me--t...

  It could be that UMW sent that code.  "LU, CC."  Two women, Lindsey U. and Chloe C., who have met me, talked to me for a little while, and then stopped talking to me. Is that supposed to be evidence that I am somehow interpersonally unskilled?  Fact:  I am very interpersonally skilled.  I have even read Elizabeth Laugeson's book, "The Science of Making Friends," and become an even better conversationalist.  There is no evidence that I am interpersonally unskilled.  There is plenty of evidence that UMW has a long track record of discrimination.  I have two words for you:  Jasmine Orsted.  I have two more words for you:  Grace Mann.  The warnings from Ms. Mann herself were ignored by the UMW authorities, and she wound up getting murdered.  The culture of apathy regarding discrimination at UMW appears to be rampant. Yes, college is over.  High school is over.  That doesn't change the facts:  I was a vict...

  This article is fairly persuasive (I read the beginning of it), and I was already leaning away from using it: https://abcnews.com/Lifestyle/wireStory/electric-bikes-fast-dangerous-stay-safe-131516502 I might get pressure from The Monarch Community to try it, but I will try to push back and not have to ride my ebike.  Also, one of the H-E-B codes said, "va ev is fake" i.e., "av ve is fake," i.e., "abuse victim vehicle is not real," i.e., it's probably not safe to ride.

  The two codes were: CC:  LU UMW and Model Maybe the question is, do I see myself as a math modeling person?  UMW offered a class in math modeling, but I never took it.  I see myself as very creative, and very good at figuring out ways to apply mathematics concepts to real life.  I see myself as a budding young economics student, and as a very good but bored applied mathematics practitioner.  I don't see that many more ways for me to make a difference with applied math.  I would like to go to school in economics.  My friend at Monarch, Dana, applied and got into grad school, and she told me that as part of that she is required to take/re-take some undergraduate level classes.  So perhaps I should just go straight for grad school...the problem is, I can't get into graduate school if none of my work has been looked at and *officially* been evaluated as "very good." Right now, I'm assuming there's no way to go in terms of getting a job to hire ...

Just some simple notes about a powerful application of basic topology.   Topology Publication Restricted homeomorphism Enclosing k-dimensional area/length/volume stays the same when the homeomorphism is applied You have to define enclosure carefully. What are restricted homeomorphisms good for in real life? I can morph a shape without altering its surface area. I can modify the curvature of a shape while leaving the rest of it intact. What about in 4-D space time? What is surface area in space time? It’s any homeomorphism that preserves the sum of surface area of the morphed object over time. You could, with calculus, devise a restricted homeomorphism that preserves inner area within the enclosure instead of surface area…or you could preserve both. What about a “normal movement over time” homeomorphism, for something like a car or a stress ball? A “mostly normal and passive movement homeomorphism “—for checking the status of an equipment item or a per...

  The quick comment is, it is probably going to be necessary to have *nine* edges from each section.  I hadn't realized, when developing the idea at first, that you would probably want to have an edge from each rectangle-node to itself.  Other than that the idea sounds good as it is.

 Of course I’m not surprised.  Maybe it was Martin Foods spoofing UMW, idk.

 Skate board 8:14 Shun u b You’re saying, UMW or someone doesn’t like my complaint that they erroneously shunned me? I’m not shrugging, I’m saying it’s BEYOND MYSTERIOUS that other than Marie Coates, zero people talk to me.  The burden of proof is on UMW, not me.  You shunned me…say what for, prejudiced ex-peers!

  I got 8/08.  What, I should start a music act?  I don’t want to.  What’s the complaint?  If you don’t understand the value of my STEM publications, why show up near me?  No, I don’t think anyone has written songs about me any more.  Are you alleging that I stole my own STEM from the US?  False, and provably so.  Don’t smear my talent like the Nazis did to the Jews before WW2.  Also, it’s clear you’re not from the ic… you and your goon friends would never pass a polygraph.

  I got “u shrug?” from a guy shaking his head in a car.  Batman 2 reference?  Spoofing an activist? I don’t get it, but yeah, I guess I’ll respond. I don’t usually shrug.  I listen, think—very quickly!—and respond.  What’s your critique?  I conduct myself well, I probably have an answer!

 …that things are getting easier for both Jewish people and atheists as time goes on.  Things will only get better. AFAIK it doesn’t matter much what I say right now, unless it’s a “STEM deliverable” that the US government loses all claim to exclusivity and secrecy on.  My ideas are mine, and they are becoming accessible to everyone.  Explain that to your stakeholders or whatever.  You passed!

  I forgot the plate.  Night time. It said, “gg -Zel.” I think that means JZ is disappointed that zero local Houston cops offered to gently chat with me about my concerns. I believe I can tell, without being able to explain it in words, that the police will not react to this. I think that’s also a dislike for Dr. J Schwartz, not from me.  He used the phrase “that almost never happens.”  What, me asking for compliance and getting any compliance from anyone anywhere?  Or, people copying the good example of a very intelligent Orthodox Jewish person?

  I see a lot of Houston police cars these days.  Recently, they haven't been lying about the date.  Maybe the Houston, TX, police are mostly good, and they are doing part or all of the investigation, and will arrest the bad guys in Texas when the time is right. I wonder how Dr. Glasser or Dr. Steg knew that it would be by July 30?  What if, they did not go to the FBI, but instead to state/local police departments?  It could be that the Virginia State police is aware of the situation in Virginia and will arrest the bad guys there.  I kind of doubt that though. Anyway all of this is just speculation.  I'm going to go lie down and rest and then take my meds and take my night-time walk at 7 p.m. I hope this ends soon!  Maybe there's some way to accelerate it to sooner than July 30!  I have no insight into how investigations like this are done.

  Maybe it's not as bad as I am worried that it is. Also, yes, I will start shaving daily and will buy a nose hair trimmer appliance someday in the future when things are different.  Right now I am not spending money and not focusing on daily shaving. How's that for evidence??  If I were a child it would be the same thing.  SFLS sent me to a dentist.  My amount of money doesn't matter, my parents claim me as a dependent on my tax return.  I am not the legal expert, but someone is!

  I think something is happening to the surface of my molars.  I haven't seen a dentist in over a year, I guess that's evidence that Monarch is going to get in trouble.  Yeah, they probably sabotaged my job.  They're probably subtly/quietly worse than SFLS.  No one steals my spiral here, but there were *some* people at SFLS that were good, such as Dr. Bruno, whereas other than maybe Corinne Smith the therapist, I'm not sure if anyone here is good.  Maybe some of the people don't know that I haven't seen a dentist in over a year.  That *is* neglect, even if it doesn't feel like a big deal, even to me.

  In particular, I had contacted law enforcement--state/local & federal--regarding malware on my computer shortly before the arrest.  I believe that I was arrested partly because I reported the malware, which my parents had been using to torment me FOR OVER TEN YEARS.  The outrage regarding my case is that even though I wasn't fully aware of it, my case against my parents should have been prosecuted in 2012 at the very latest--maybe sooner.  So that's the outrage...after 10 years of Al Capone tormenting someone, the police came in and arrested *Al Capone's victim*, instead of Al Capone.  The way that evidence went is the reason why this case was different.  There was a lot of interference with my basic rights. Also, did I ever tell you, readers, that my father claimed that black culture is dumb one time?  He has done even worse things than that, but I don't think I should mention the other 1 or 2 major things he did right now, out of respect for on...

  If it's July 30, then it's 250 years and 26 days after July 4, 1776. It could be a reference to the US Constitution, including all of my rights that were violated.  Maybe the people think that the government can't do anything about it, because it's a violation of Constitutional rights and they can't think of what crime they would be charged with.  I can:  Obstruction of Justice for one. Maybe the bad guys' analysis is, innocent people go to jail all the time, and some of them are black, but BLM hasn't targeted them and the DOJ hasn't arrested them in certain other similar cases that they believe to be the same thing.  Maybe that's why someone mentioned Kurt Vonnegut...the claim is, it shouldn't matter if I have a chess rating of 2500 at arguing, my protection to certain other people that this has been done to should be the same, they reason.  The people who have done this think, they really *are* too subtle to be arrested, and the coast is clea...

  One good idea is:  Try to pretend that the "guess the date" challenge is a fun game, like a game show or something.  Someone is thinking of a particular date, and you have to guess what it is in order to win.  If you have the right day selected, then you "win" as soon as the date actually comes to pass.  The date is always a certain number of years, months, and days after certain other dates, such as the Jason Bourne movie coming out, or, Independence Day. I wonder...if it is over on July 30, is it possible that Matt Damon, the guy who looked like a fellow inmate who looked exactly like Matt Damon, was not a hallucination?  Or...was the FBI watching the whole thing, and they selected the Bourne movie date based on the hallucination that I had? Maybe the issue is, it's going to be kind of hard to prosecute, because there are a lot of police officers involved.  Maybe gathering the evidence takes a very long time.  I don't know.  I'm not sayin...

  I saw a police car drive by at 1:33 p.m. today. That could mean, 13 weeks and 3 days from today.  That's 94 days, i.e., Jun 30. Starting off from July 30, 2016, when the Bourne movie came out, we get 9 years, 11 months, and 1 day.  I switched from weeks to months.  That spells IKA.  That could be, Akiva, from the Lonely Island, backwards.  Or, it could be a different spelling of Icarus, the figure from Greek mythology. Does this mean Ikarus dropping Russia? I think the police were not saying the date.  Nevertheless, it is healthy for me to mentalize this.  As Dr. Steg once said in the hospital, the mind is like a muscle.  Also, the mind is like a nuclear reactor, he said, and the medicine is the coolant.  I think that as my mind gets better at reasoning through this kind of challenge, especially quickly, I will get healthier and feel better. I think it is still by July 30.  I am sort of looking for other confirmations of this. ...

  If you've ever seen this hit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xat1GVnl8-k&list=RDxat1GVnl8-k&start_radio=1 It's called "The Bad Touch" by The Bloodhound Gang.  I was actually, believe it nor not, trying to go for the sort of impassive, "eyes glazed over" kind of face that the singer was doing in the time between about 1:05 and 1:10.  As you can see, I was nowhere close to hitting the mark! For some reason, that face is the most memorable face to me in this song. Here is another photo where I was trying to do a different face, and I inadvertently got slightly closer to this face that I was trying to do before: Here is a face I can do more reliably, it is much more in my "range" of facial expressions, and it reminds me of Andy Samberg: I am thinking of Andy Samberg (and Chris Parnell, also) in Lazy Sunday, the comedic rap skit. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRhTeaa_B98 Re-watching it, I count 2 close facial expressions to this one from An...