Mentalizing About the Enemy: Why Is It So Important For Him To Deceive Me?

 

I remember a while ago, I went to the YMCA, and I had just published my idea for the P vs. NP proof for the first time.  A guy who looked like Scott Aaronson walked into the facility where I could see him, and he raised one eyebrow.  I believe that was the wealthy gaslighter sending someone to mess with me.


The question is, who is doing this, and why is he so obsessed with me?  I reject the idea that it's all done by my father.  My father probably has some illegally obtained money, but not that much.  This is someone to whom a million dollars means very little.  I haven't tallied how much money they must have spent on security worker hours, not to mention fees for dressing up to look like certain people.


I believe that there is probably some relationship to BLM, in the sense that this wealthy gaslighter has infiltrated police departments, too.  Just the sheer almost sexual obsession with me is very bizarre.  "Philip must be wrong," is the mandate of this person.  The person wants to lie, cheat, and steal, to make me look and feel crazy.  That's someone with wounded pride, and I'm not sure I understand why they feel so wounded by me.  Maybe the person is furious that I survived the attack on me by my parents.  Maybe the person had a "special plan" for me, and feels outraged that I didn't move in accordance with that person's will.


Clearly, the person is extremely unhealthy.  Here is a challenge question:  How does the person feel about Adolf Hitler?  Kanye West has openly praised Hitler, but Elon Musk and Mark Zuckerberg have not.  I'm not sure I understand why Kanye West would want to go after me, though.  I'm not a rapper.


Probably, Elon Musk would feel enraged if he were compared to Kanye West.  I don't know.


Surely, someone thinks that when I write this, 'No one will ever believe me."  It is certainly true that no one much is saying anything about my concerns...I don't have a good emotional support system built to help me analyze the gestures I'm seeing in public and where all of this strangeness seems to be coming from.

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