I'm Starting To Think It Might Be Over In August

 

The police came by at 3:38 p.m.  No gesture was made--not even a smile.  Maybe they wanted to tell me that it's by 8--the 8th month of the year, August.  Maybe they are recommending that it's unwise to trust people based on them making a gesture like a smile, because anyone can do that.


The thing is, I don't know how many people are reading my blog.  I know the number of views for each article...but it's not clear if other people have access to it, or if someone accesses the HTML of the articles without getting counted on the view counter thing because they're not using a browser.


Should I trust the police showing up at 3:38?  They didn't make it clear that that was a signal directed at me...so maybe it was a coincidence.  That could be true.  I think if the police had wanted to say, "it's August," they would have at least smiled at me or something, since they know that's how I think.


I'm debating between the woman who whispered "hi" and the woman who did the closed mouth gesture at H-E-B.  Also, there was a man in a car who did a "cover face" gesture, coming out to "CFEED."  The comment is, there are more people coming out to signal me than there are people who have read even the most-viewed page of my blog (it had about 19 views last time I checked).  So that means it might be in June.


I think the closed mouth gesture woman was telling the truth too...it's by July 30.  Maybe the whisper women were coming by to deliberately sabotage me.  Does someone think I will become "extremely enraged" if dates that I think were it pass without anything good happening for me?  I won't be enraged.  The FBI will look bad, for sure.


I think the comment is, the prosecutors are stalling with my case.  They are planning to just keep postponing indefinitely.  I think they understand, if the case ever goes to the circuit court, it will get thrown out, perhaps based on the notion that the photographs of my father's injuries look Photoshopped.  Also, with an injury that severe, you would think that he would already have died, but last I've heard, he's alive and doing well.  That's further evidence that the photos were modified with AI.


I think the bad guys think that I'll eventually break down and plead not guilty by reason of insanity, but I'm not going to do that.  Even if it comes to pass that it's September and nothing has happened, I'm going to be tenacious and not give up.  Eventually, I might get on disability and be able to hire a better lawyer.  If not, I'll just keep waiting.  I might get found guilty, but the case is a joke.  It's just that everyone involved in the case has been bribed or the equivalent.


Anyway...I think it's by July 30.  I think that is pretty credible.  The women who walked by could have been lying to mess with me.  They looked young-ish, like college students...maybe Elon Musk or whoever is trying to do more to disguise his true identity or whatever.  The secrecy and "Sun Tau" tactics seem pretty stupid.  You don't need to disguise everything about yourself and "seem mysterious" to defeat me or whatever, that is pointless fluff that has no effect.

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